Letiing go....

For years I have spent time with a friend who recently had problems with me and my mouth.. Since then, I have realized that as much as I love her, I need to leave her alone... She never pays any attention to me, and she always makes me feel like I don't matter to her.. Well I have now had enough.. I have deleted any and all accounts I have linked to her with the exception of message boards...I can't live my life for someone, and I sure can't do it when they can't respect my thoughts or my judgment on situations when they ask for it...I have a new attitude about things that make no sense to me: Leave well enough alone, clearly you can't understand someone that can't understan themselves.. I'm tired, and that's there is to it.. Last night I got a disturbing phone call that made me make this decision, she almost cost me my job, and I am NOT by any means having that, messing with my money is like messing with my mama these days, I will fight over it...It's sad though, we'd been friends for so long, I hate to see it end, but unfortunately, there are too many intangibles that won' allow me to befriend her anymore.. I hate letting go, it's like the end of your favorite TV show and you wish there would be more new episodes, alas, it will happen not...I have cried enough this year to make the floods in Missouri look like a puddle in the desert...I won't take with me any memories since there was more rain than sunshine, but it is so hard to say goodbye, especially after any long relationship.. I will love her in spirit, but that is as far as I can go...I wish things were different, but I guess that's the way the cookie crumbles...

I got your sunshine MF'er.

OMGMTAP wrote:I got your sunshine MF'er.